Space Traveler Discloses Mental Health Struggle After ‘Tsunami of Harassment After Historic Trip

Astronaut during journey
Amanda Nguyen, a bioastronautics research scientist, was a passenger on the New Shepard NS-31 rocket in April 2025.

A pioneering space traveler has spoken candidly about her battle with depression after facing a massive wave of online abuse in the wake of a pioneering women-only spaceflight.

The 34-year-old activist – celebrated as a scientist and civil rights advocate – was part of the 11-minute suborbital flight in the spring, which also included well-known figures.

The mission was heavily criticized by some, who questioned its cost and ecological impact.

Reflecting on the ordeal, the astronaut, who made history as the first Vietnamese woman in space, stated the vicious response buried her dreams under an landslide of gendered hatred.

“I told her my depression might last for years,” Ms. Nguyen stated in a social media post, referring to a phone call from a fellow crew member in the days following the journey.

She described the subsequent media coverage and social media frenzy as an barrage beyond typical human coping.

“I did not leave Texas for a week, unable to get out of bed,” she confessed. “Weeks after, I was forced to terminate a call, my voice choked by tears.”

Buried Under Misogyny

The researcher, who has dedicated her work to gynecological science and operated research during the mission, said every professional achievement – from her studies and extensive preparation to the symbolic importance of her background – was drowned out under the avalanche of gendered attacks.

She is most acclaimed for her pioneering work fighting for justice for survivors of assault.

Her own goal of reaching space was put on hold after surviving a rape during her time as a student, leading to a long campaign for accountability.

A Path to Recovery

Months following reaching space, she noted the “fog of grief has started to lift”, and she expressed gratitude the followers whose messages of encouragement helped save her. “Your support rescued me,” she said.

She noted that even with the backlash, considerable good had come out of the mission, such as elevated attention for her scientific work and platforms for her activism.

Flight Details

The self-operating spacecraft launched from its launch site in April, carrying the all-female team on a 11-minute journey that exceeded the Kármán line of space.

The group of women also included leaders in multiple disciplines.

The enterprise behind the mission is a commercial aerospace company founded by a Amazon founder.

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